Why I blog and some updates

I honestly missed this place. Peter and I were able to talk the other day because I complained about a troll's comment on here. I just wanted to find out if he was the same old troll who was tormenting me before. But Peter was too busy with the big changes that are brewing on here.

So I decided to update the bloggie because it looks so destitute. I've been active everywhere but here, so I might as well pay it a bit of attention, heheh.

For lack of anything better to do, I think a fun question for me to answer right now would be, "Why do I blog?"

I blog because I cannot stop talking. I blog because I cannot stop thinking. I blog because it's my release from the verbal pressure in my cranium. I blog because I like sharing what I've learned.

Someone criticized me before about how I seemed to revel in the title of "writer". Well, it's because it's my profession? Like, I get paid for it? So what would I call myself, otherwise? Verbal-slave-to-offshore-penny-pinchers?!

It's ridiculous how I was criticized for my neologisms, for my "grammatical" faux pas, and blamed for everything but the shattering of that planet that made the Asteroid Belt. *eyes narrowing* I guess I could not get over the fact that I was criticized for labeling myself correctly.

But either way, I hope I've moved on. I think I may have regained a bit of my self-respect after those months of the troll's silence. Even my Google pages have recovered. But if he reads this and there'll be a resurgence of social bookmarking for articles against me as a person, I'd wonder why the troll still isn't happy, even if he's getting all the breaks and the publicity, what with his new career.

Back to why I blog. I blog because I like seeing my thoughts form right before my eyes. I blog because I am addicted to typing, and chatting is so lame and time-consuming. I blog because there's no one better to talk to on IRC, and I happen to like talking to myself. I blog because my friends and my fiance are busy and I just want to vent. I blog because it's a way for my parents to keep tabs with my life, as my posts in my Multiply pages. I blog because it's free therapy, and it uses up less RAM than making videos. I blog because I want to kill time. I blog because I don't want to work yet, or I'm taking a break from work. I blog because getting published on a paper isn't worth it nowadays, though I may reconsider that, heheh.

This list may be endless, because I have to have rehab for blogging. But I just want to say that I miss Jen and Peter, and I missed my i.ph blog, and no matter how many trollz pass by my life and try to ruin it, I'll be standing, coz I know I'm standing on Higher Ground. I'll just have to learn how to forgive though. Coz that's the most difficult part. Especially if troll keeps leaving nasty comments on here.

Get a life, coz it seems like you already do. Leave peace-loving, tree-hugging, dorm-lurking lesser creatures like me alone. I don't have a life, I'm so damn pathetic, so pick on someone your own size. Someone as big-fish as you are, ok? Good luck on going to America to be a comedian. And I'm pretty sincere on that.